at this age, i tend to regret about a lot of things. but, i have to endure it. Even tho it is painful and regrettable, i have to move forward. I cant turn back the time. No matter how sorry i feel towards my parent, but, i dont know how to say sorry. They may not know how much it hurts me. Inside. But, i am already 25, i cant go whining and screaming at my parent, so, that they can understand me. They may not know that i worked hard, with the thought that if i work hard, the outcome will be good,so, they will be happy. When the things do not according to plan, the person who will be affected the most is me..i think i have become more lonely. intimidated and inferior. Why do i have to go through these kind of things at this age? Life is depressing.
Unni, it is true that sometimes even the closest people to us can't understand us, it may disappoint you but don't let it win over you.
ReplyDeleteCause your parents do this only because they love you and want the best for you.
Sometimes it's hard for them to understand what we are going through, and how would they understand? if we don't explain to them ? i think u need to discuss it with them, or at least, instead of feeling sorry, try even harder next time. Nothing good can be achieved easily, u have to fail and try again so the taste of success becomes even better and more valuable. And if no one you know believes in you, be sure that there is this moroccan sister who sees something really good in you and that Allah is always there for you <3
thank you dongsaeng..i think i am okay now..! i'll work harder. thank for your concern!
ReplyDeleteGood to know that, and u don't need to thank me for my concern ^^ u're so welcome
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