Krisis Jubli Perak

krisis jubli perak.

umur dah 25 tapi masih perangai macam kanak-kanak. letih la macam nie. siapa harus disalahkan?

malas la nak berdrama. real life macam ni, bukan best pun nak buat drama. tak laku. makin menyakitkan hati ada lah..

tapi seriously, i cant deal with a rude person. memang tak boleh. apatah lagi dia lagi muda daripada Mimi.

kalau nak luahkan kat sini, berbakul bakul rasanya nak campak atas muka manusia yang terlibat. Cuba kalau manusia yang terlibat, baca entri yang ditulis dengan nada begitu sinis dan tiada peradaban ini, apa dia rasa? Marah? Sakit Hati? itulah yang Mimi rasa. tapi Islam mimi bukan atas nama sahaja tapi juga di hati.

Biarlah sakit hati ini reda dengan cara yang baik. biarlah mi simpan dalam-dalam. Bila terluah nanti, takut ada pula yang terluka.

Penat.Sakit Hati.

:-(

there is always something that others cant understand.
there is always something that need to be concealed.
i never get tired of praying.
i wish everything will be better.
to those person that i love the most..its also hard for me..
and u will never understand my feeling.
but i never stop praying, so, that, u wont get hurt because of me..
let me suffer alone..i cant stand watching others get hurt because of me..
its tiring..

Bittersweet Super Junior

Your sweet, your murderous words,

Those bitter bitten words, please stop it,

I cant hate you or love you,

Please stop saying them,

Words i could not swallow,

Your words are dangerous and poisonous..

-Super Junior, Bittersweet-

i really love this song! this is the track from Super Junior 6th album, Sexy Free and Single..

This song is beautiful ~~

i just feel like listening to it

i am sorry

at this age, i tend to regret about a lot of things. but, i have to endure it.  Even tho it is painful and regrettable, i have to move forward. I cant turn back the time. No matter how sorry i feel towards my parent, but, i dont know how to say sorry. They may not know how much it hurts me. Inside. But, i am already 25, i cant go whining and screaming at my parent, so, that they can understand me. They may not know that i worked hard, with the thought that if i work hard, the outcome will be good,so, they will be happy. When the things do not according to plan, the person who will be affected the most is me..i think i have become more lonely. intimidated and inferior. Why do i have to go through these kind of things at this age? Life is depressing. 

Reply 1997

Assalamualaikum and hyee..

some of the readers might be wondering what is actually reply 1997? actually, this is a korean drama that centers on the life of a fangirl back in 1990's. This story evolved from the year 1997 and the timeline moving slowly from then to the year of 2012. This is actually a good drama.. As it is about a fangirl's life during the first generation of idol such as TOP and Sech Kies, this drama has garnered attention from audience. When a friend recommended me to watch this drama, i hesitated on the first episode. Not used to Busan Dialect and the old songs from the 90's music, i think this drama doesnt meet my expectation. However, for some reasons, i continue watching them. The lead role is a member of korean girl group, A Pink. She played her role as a die hard fans of HOT very well. From a fangirling's life to a platonic love story,this drama is worth to watch. It will bring back the memories of 90's.

Nowadays, kpop is a trend. Fans from all over the world is crazy over them. The disbandment of HOT in 2001 is not the end for kpop. Kpop has maintained its legacy after TVXQ's debut in 2003. The first korean group to has the most numbers of fans is a proof KPOP is still on the right track. In 2005, my fav group, SJ debuted. After listening to Sorry Sorry in 2009, i started to be a fan. To be honest, watching this drama, i have no idea some of the casts are members of idol group. I have no idea about rookie's group but i should admit that their acting is superb.

The taste of failure

Everyone hates failure. Me too. No one wants to fail in their life. Me too. It is painful. I can take it because i believe this is the test from Allah. But can others understand me? Can others encourage me? Can others tell me good words, so, that, i can be stronger? Why i have to be blamed?

reminiscing the past

salam..

i had so much fun today. it has been so long since the last time i visited my school. to be able to meet my teachers and talked to them make me happy. it has been 8 years since i left school. i have completed my degree...and now, pursuing my master..but still, i think school is the best to experience the youth. since it is a boarding school, it was so hard for me in the beginning. and we were the first generation there..to explore new things and new life at a new school at the age of 14 made me nervous..and the worst is i had to study science and math despite the fact that i hate it so much...but i managed to finish my school with an average grade..thank to my teacher who has trained me to be a debater. i was crowned as the best debater at my district in 2005. thank to my teacher who found my talent back then. that is how i decided to study law. since i am not good in math. i always feel thankful to them..~~reminiscing the past.. it is impossible to turn back the time, but i'll remember those memories in my heart. i really love u all.