Something happened and I don’t like it!i feel sorry because it is so related to me..and I got hurt too when others hurt my friend..what is wrong with that?!i know who they are and they got the respect that they need from me!but they don’t have the right to hurt me and my friends..who are they?
Maybe I am the one who should be blamed because I am not close with everyone..yes..its hard for me to be a good friend with everyone..to be a good friend with me takes time..it is not just say hi and we can be soo close..!and yes..i am not a friendly person..its hard for me to be in a situation where the surrounding doesn’t fix me..i can be a good friend with those who I feel I can rely on..or at least a person that makes me feel comfortable with..=)
It is hard to satisfy me but it is not hard just to be a friend with me..=) I don’t swear..seriously..i do talking at the back( I do this!so, I am not a good person) but I don’t hurt people with my words..intentionally..it is not me..let others make me cry but I wont cause them to get hurt because of me..but why they have to do this?!
Their words are harsh and I hate that!why they have to make people feel the pain and suffer..i know I cant voice out what I keep inside but they should not think that they are the best,so,that, it gives them the right to hurt others…
I don’t adore and admire them…I don’t adore people just because they are pretty and rich..i have someone that I adore so much in my class..someone that when I talk to her, she makes me feel calm and comfortable..we are close friend without others realize that..when she send me a message, I can feel the politeness..MASYA ALLAH, sometimes, I feel like..Ya Allah, if I can be like her..i really wanted to be like her..
Before this, when I adore someone, Allah just prove me that my basis of judgment is totally wrong..appearance is nothing but it is your heat that will guide you to that feeling..i would not mention her name here..let me keep it by myself..but seriously, I really wanted to be like her..i always pray to Allah that she will be happy and I can be as good as her..
For those who hurt me and my friends, I have come back to my sense..and I realize that to swear or say harsh words is not enough to express how my feeling is now..i think Allah has a better way to give a fair judgment..=)
May Allah forgive me because of that=(
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